I give up! I am tired of working SO hard to get nothing in return. How hard can one person work before it pays off? I feel like I am running in circles. I put a smile on my face, I go to work, I do my business stuff online but then why do we struggle so much? I pray, I pay tithing, I go to church, I try to be a good wife and a mother and still I feel there is no progress. My mom always tells me that I just can't give up but what other option do I have? Every month we get farther and farther behind with things. Bills, callings, appointments etc. I just need a break in the clouds that have been hanging over and raining on us for SO long. When is it my turn to not stress day in and day out how I am going to pay for something? When is it my turn to just enjoy life?
There I have complained. Time to put that happy face on again and pretend like life is just nothing short of AMAZING!
